I'd Be Lying

Mmmm Some days I feel like I can walk on water And some days I don't even know where I stand Sometimes I am afraid to show honesty Because I feel like I am losing a friend I got traumas and I need some healing But I find myself running again and again I can pretend I'm okay and keep doing my thing But I'll go back to God in the end Yea I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God Why do I pretend I got it together? Why do I keep on pushing You away? Why do I make it so hard to surrender? Feels like I'm fighting myself every day I'm in a tug or war, on and on, and I want the cycle to break But there are some things that can only be Broken when my heart is finally ready to say I fall on my knees in Worship God has set things in motion I desire a life of Devotion No, I won't fear a thing in the ocean I look up to the sky, I know my help comes only from You, Lord You know me more than I know myself, You are the One Who I adore I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I don't need your love I'd be lying I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you God Need your love Need your love