Medication

I was scared of what it meant If I needed medicine Just to feel like me again and keep my demons in Every now and then 'Cause I remember when I thrived Now I'm just trying to survive It's like I tripped and took a dive into another life That doesn't feel like mine But now I'm tired of sitting aimless and drifting Trying to turn off the lights And only takin' off my clothes far from the windows Keeping away from your sight So now I'm dropping the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well And maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbing up out of this hell I've been fogging up the glass While the thunder starts to crash But the storm has never passed, so if I am gonna last I gotta get out fast And I am hungry and restless, dreaming of exits Climbing the gates of my mind And I am thinking of futures, reaching for sutures Trying to reclaim my time And now I'm dropping the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well And maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbing up out of this hell And growing old, and growing up Being alone without being stuck Lost control, fall in love Making my way and my own luck Dropping the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well And maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbing up out of this hell (Yeah, I deserve to be well) I'm climbing up out of this hell (Yeah, I deserve to be well) I'm climbing up out of this hell