If not, yeah, I only lost that one person who I really cared about, I wasn't, I was scared

Fighting my anxiety coming to me, I try to control it

I've been everyday since I was twelve, thinking was I wrong, should've never even started

Life's five in the first state, I'm acting retarded

You kept saying you hate fake love, but I love it when I fake it

So, now I'm sitting here contemplating where I'm wrong, but fuck it

So I'm going to the final state, that love is a drug, so I'll eat your alpha forever

M.O.B., I don't know if you can trust anymore, cause every time I do, I become a sick and my heart's getting taken

Them **** be slinging, my sex is in the making

So, thank you for all the pain, it ain't going to change

When I got the news, you broke me, you broke me down

I don't know if it's up now, cause lately I've been in the clouds

I've been out of my head tonight, but I've been shining bright like, like why, like why

So, yeah, the fear's gonna best me, can you see

I know it's alright, but like, like nah, let's sit back and kick back

So, yeah, but fuck love, I've done it, like nah

I don't even know what to do anymore

You ever loved someone much, and you can barely see, you can barely breathe

Like nah, I don't know what to do anymore

Cause you ever loved someone so much, you can barely breathe, you can barely see, like, like, like fuck

Like tell me why it's so hard to say goodbye

Out of my head, like, I didn't let you go, but I didn't let you go

But I'm so done with this shit, I didn't even wanna wait, cause I'm so done

Like nah, I keep shouting over you, but I don't hear your heartbeat

I'ma end it here, so F-O-B, F-O-B, H-O-L, forever

I'ma end it here, so F-O-B, F-O-B, H-O-L, forever

I'ma end it here, so F-O-B, F-O-B, H-O-L, forever

I'ma end it here, so F-O-B, F-O-B, H-O-L, forever

I'ma end it here, so F-O-B, F-O-B, H-O-L, forever