Heaven

I'm just a shy guy who's too scared to be shy I got a bunch of rules but they do not apply It's hard to follow patterns when you lose track of time And the world revolves on a strict 9 to 5 Tried to engineer my own heaven you can tell I'm not an engineer so it kinda looks more like hell It's hard when you got thoughts but not sure you have space You must at least appreciate what I've done with the place Say something say something No we don't belong in heaven No we're gonna live forever If the world is to be drawn within the lines Could you ever understand my own design? No I don't belong in heaven My world runs on a special routine Everyone's is different and I'm stuck in between I have a whole collection of wishes to sell I threw one in the sink cause I ran out of wells There's something about me That makes me exactly So unequivocally me And that is you see I cannot guarantee What version of me I will be The one that is smiling The one that is hiding Behind the smile you see? There's so many versions That a single person To know me would need a degree No we don't belong in heaven No we're gonna live forever If the world is to be drawn within the lines Could you ever understand my own design? No I don't belong in heaven And I don't recall being here before And I don't think that in my head I'm ever the same I feel like drifting away Take off from JFK And the flight is delayed I wish you didn't join us Oh my friend paranoia No we don't belong in heaven No we're gonna live forever If the world is to be drawn within the lines Could you ever understand my own design? No I don't belong in heaven