i feel so new

I had a nightmare About the years from now Living in my head Needed to sort it out, so I saw my doctor Told her what's going on Said, "that's just growing up" And that my best is good enough But I'm capable, and I'm happy I'm standing right where I should be now Said life is just what you make it It's up to me to re-shape it now Woah I feel so new And it's not to do with you And I'm not what I've been through I've been feeling blue And I know it's overdue Now I see the view I feel so new I write my pages Don't fear the worst to come Going through changes Sometimes I still feel numb but I see my best days They start when I'm undone Cause that is growing up To know your best is good enough I'm capable, and I'm happy I'm standing right where I should be now Cause life is just what you make it It's up to me to re-shape it now Woah I feel so new And it's not to do with you And I'm not what I've been through I've been feeling blue And I know it's overdue Now I see the view I feel so new