Honesty, Honestly (feat. With Sails Ahead)

Conscience holding on It's right in front of me, making sure I can see Consequences from My inner enemy, one that I never see Upside down on some stranger things Inside out, I'm looking Kaling green And on my mama I know I just can't go out like that Put on my jacket and slip out the back I wanna let go of everything I know But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me Just tryna get by, can't help but wonder why I never honor me with honesty, honestly Panic holds my heart Arresting me from sleep, up late like Toonami Panoramic thoughts Consume reality, destroy my destiny So bitter towards myself Seal the tension off in hell Though my eyes are steady open In oblivion, this oath I'm keeping How the hell did I get here? I miss the world on days like these The genesis of my malevolence A wave of silence is my recompense I wanna let go of everything I know But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me Just tryna get by, can't help but wonder why I never honor me with honesty, honestly The consequence of my worry Hold tight, a boa constrictor Shed that, take a step back Ain't a laugh track I might've frozen the fury An accident of the pressure Push through, see the whole truth You can't consume you I wanna let go of everything I know But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me Just tryna get by, can't help but wonder why I never honor me with honesty, honestly I wanna let go of everything I know But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me Just tryna get by, can't help but wonder why I never honor me with honesty, honestly