159 Days

I was a chapter of his book He was the title of mine I see you everywhere I look Tell everyone I am fine But you're happy without me And I'm questioning How you move onto somebody So quickly Oh I guess that means you never loved me 1 month, 3 days I was telling myself you'd be back someday 3 months, 2 days Scoured the internet to try and numb the pain Wish it was easy to walk away like it was for you 159 days and I am not over you Always did everything for you But I was on the sidelines I'm on the margins of your life When you were my Priority, one and only So obviously it pains me When you make heartbreak look easy Oh I guess ur heart, it never broke for me 1 month, 3 days I was telling myself you'd be back someday 3 months, 2 days Scoured the internet to try and numb the pain Wish it was easy to walk away like it was for you 159 days and I am not over you Show me off to your friends Fall asleep on your chest Sending me texts to wake up to in the morning From wiped all my tears To "I wish you the best" Seeing you every day, to never again How is it so easy? When you were the biggest part of my life How's it so easy? 1 month, 3 days I was telling myself you'd be back someday 3 months, 2 days Scoured the internet to try and numb the pain Wish it was easy to walk away like it was for you 159 days and I am not over you