I've been feeling free watch me disconnect for days now

Drugs stuffed in my jeans watch me all up in a daze now

No fights I feel serene, but in my head it's not the same now

Few more bitches texting me, guess I feel secure, wow

Guess I really just don't change

Like old times got no control

Tried to go n erase the past

But I guess that's something you still have

Put the drugs down for like only three days

Now my mind is spinning, uh, all ways

Like that damn trippy hall way

Got me back thinking back to chalet

Christmas sale what's left on display

Think I just felt something changing

Up too late what've I created

Looked into your eyes yup now I'm fucked

God lemme do it right just this one time

Slowed my grind, can I still rhyme

Didn't read lines

No focus, hold up Shawty

Can't afford to lose

Bar felt improved

But somehow I always end up bruised

Guess I really just don't change

Like old times got no control

Tried to go n erase the past

But I guess that's something you still have

Put the drugs down for like only three days

Now my mind is spinning, uh, all ways

Like that damn trippy hall way

Got me back thinking back to chalet

Christmas sale what's left on display

Now your comin back in the picture

Well I guess now I gotta take more prescriptions

Fun to reminisce, till the painting ain't nice

Good times, also those ain't getting no slice

Some turned to enemies, some turned to memories, doesn't really matter cuz they ain't thinking twice

Popped another two of my vice, with sum weed like it's laced, that's my taste, keep comin with some haste

Not talking words got insurance I'm cool

Talkin bout drugs they kill me slow, cruel

Used to brag n boost like it was something cool

Now I hide this shit to be honest I'm ashamed

Spit it on the mic, cuz I got no one else

No for real like I checked for myself

Spoke to god first time after living months in hell

Gates were open now I'm worried bout my health

But it's Just another story to tell

I've been feeling free watch me disconnect for days now

Drugs stuffed in my jeans watch me in all up in a daze now

No fights I feel serene, but in my head it's not the same now

Few more bitches texting me, guess I feel secure, wow

Guess I really just don't change

Like old times got no control

Tried to go n erase the past

But I guess that's something you still have

Put the drugs down for like only three days

Now my mind is spinning uh all ways

Like that damn trippy hall way

Got me back thinking back to chalet

Christmas sale what's left on display

I looked death up in his face

I told him to take me now

I guess that I'm still here

Guess we'll try again tomorrow

Can't get higher

Drowned in sorrow

I don't wanna see tomorrow

But I know it's coming

N I don't dream

So that's my nightmare

Guess I really just don't change

Like old times got no control

Tried to go n erase the past

But I guess that's something you still have

Put the drugs down for like only three days

Now my mind is spinning uh all ways

Like that damn trippy hall way

Got me back thinking back to chalet

Christmas sale what's left on display

Felt so right but can I abandon

The only other home I found on this planet

I don't even wanna drop this song

Cuz baby you're the only other thing that I got left

I don't even know if I should text again

But what if tonight my heart stops

Ain't got much breath left

So I'm gon ride this wave to death

Can't cry what's been dropped we'll go fix

N I'm gon keep on poppin sticks

Till I need like 30 blues

Get it now been leaving clues

Always wearing Louie shoes

Only one pair but they hide the truth

Guess soon we'll make it to an upgrade

Won't need a fix just a spliff in a crib like an arcade

Make it past tonight without narcane

That crib ain't for me that's for my