It's Just Been a Hard Year

Nothing’s working

Fuck this red light

That’s making me stop and think

I can’t go back

I feel broken

You used to fix everything

I know there’s better days ahead from here

It’s just been a hard year

I know I’m lucky

There’s People who love me

That I’m forcing myself to see

But then I am distant

And this smile feels heavy

Are they getting tired of me?

They mean well with their cliches about skies that clear

It’s just been a hard year

I feel angry

This world feels colder

I’m not who I thought I’d be

I am begging

Show me something

If you can hear me

It’s just been a hard year

And I guess I just miss you

It’s been a hard year

And I guess I just miss you