For What Its Worth

Sometimes I wish that I could hate you Sometimes all I do is blame you But it's never gonna make me feel better I know it means I care but maybe did you ever Did you ever think of me When I said I'd never leave While I'm waiting for an answer to a text you'll never read If they wanted to, they would, and I do But I don't know if the same applies to you My therapist said my heart will eventually get tired My friends say I just put myself through hell to get over it 'Cause I would love you til' it hurt I'd do all I could to make it work But I saw everything you couldn't see I know you didn't give up on us easily So I'd try again for what it's worth If you came back and told me you were sure So I hate to admit it but it's on replay in my head All this thinking's got me thinking I'm not ready to get over it Am I irrational to feel this? I know there's little signs that I missed But knowing what we know now would you change it Do you think that your decision would've changed if If we were in the same place And you could say it to my face Could we have worked it out Or would you still have walked away You said it's better like this and I believed you But I don't know if I believe that I believed you My therapist said my heart will eventually get tired My friends say I just put myself through hell to get over it 'Cause I would love you til' it hurt I'd do all I could to make it work But I saw everything you couldn't see I know you didn't give up on us easily So I'd try again for what it's worth If you came back and told me you were sure So I hate to admit it but it's on replay in my head All this thinking's got me thinking I'm not ready to get over it Maybe I'm collateral damage Life turned and you couldn't have planned it But what does moving on even look like When closure wasn't something we could get right I still think of the way that we left things Not the new year that I was expecting It's been a few months, I should let go But for what it's worth, I need you to know I would love you til' it hurt I'd do all I could to make it work But I saw everything you couldn't see I know you didn't give up on us easily So I'd try again for what it's worth If you came back and told me you were sure So I hate to admit it but it's on replay in my head All this thinking's got me thinking I'm not ready to get over it 'Cause I would love you til' it hurt I'd do all I could to make it work But I saw everything you couldn't see I'd try again for what it's worth If you were sure so I hate to admit it But I don't think I'm ready to get over it