Teaching myself about being a man

I ain’t know if I was able to do it

Expressing myself with words when I was a child

I was told that shit was stupid

I fell in love young, **** was calling me Cupid

I ain’t fit in like a Rubiks

All of my marbles I ain’t know I’ll lose it

Grab me the tools, we ‘bout to screw it

Had on Adidas ain’t wearing no Nike

My intuition just told me to do it

I went to college

Ma said that we got it

I ain’t gon’ lie, I ain’t with the schooling

Soon as I dropped out she said I gotta pay all of it back

Man that shit was foolish

I should’ve listened to me, that’s Deuce Baby

I ain’t give my brain enough usage

Quitting was never a option

Nobody there when you down

They love you when you be popping

Whoa, bandz coming in never stopping

Slow days got me finessing the market

Negative energy around me stop it

Unconditional love, man it steady be dropping

Real **** dying, the bitch **** watching

Bitches just watch the next bitch and be mocking

Feel like everybody around me going 100 miles and I’m going zero

It been countless times when I’m feeling worthless I went to go cry in my pillow

**** gon’ laugh at depression they think it’s a joke until they get stuck in the middle

How can somebody be heartless I can’t comprehend it, stay away bitch you a sicko

**** be buying designer, ain’t buying the Shwagg, they want a discount and they Talking bout “but I’m your man”

Bitch how I’mma make me a profit

Now **** wan’ double back

You ain’t think about that

**** supporting the opposite

They go support something else instead of

Being your fan

And these bitches steady be plotting

Waiting for you to fuck up so they get the Next man

Teaching myself about being a man I ain’t know if I was able to do it

I fell in love young, **** was calling me Cupid

I ain’t fit in like a Rubiks

Had on Adidas ain’t wearing no Nike

My intuition just told me to do it

All of my marbles I ain’t know I’ll lose it

Grab me the tools, we ‘bout to screw it

Teaching myself about being a man

I ain’t know if I was able to do it

Expressing myself with words when I was a child

I was told that shit was stupid

I fell in love young, **** was calling me Cupid

I ain’t fit in like a Rubiks

All of my marbles I ain’t know I’ll lose it

Grab me the tools, we ‘bout to screw it

Had on Adidas ain’t wearing no Nike

My intuition just told me to do it

I went to college

Ma said that we got it

I ain’t gon’ lie, I ain’t with the schooling

Soon as I dropped out she said I gotta pay all of it back

Man that shit was foolish

I should’ve listened to me, that’s Deuce Baby

I ain’t give my brain enough usage