Dear Amelia

I look for you in everything I do

My heart's been damaged

I'm aware of what I threw

These days your working on the things that's overdue

And it's all the same for me

I wish that I could give you all the space

To reach for the stars without needing your embrace

All of the things that I have done just to replace you

It's not the same to me

Usually girl

I'm not so pessimistic

I know what is worth it for me

But you showed me something

I can't live without it

I'm hopeless romantic for it

I'm flying out back to LA

Or maybe New York

So I can get over the phase

Of missing the things that we have planned just to escape

A thing called reality

I know that I been toxic and complacent

I don't wanna blame my past 'cause that should been erased

I'm sorry that you had to suffer from my mistakes

That shouldn't have been the case

I know that it has been a few months

But I found myself again

Now I know I'm enough

To give myself again

To open up so I can trust

I hope it's the same for us

I found a new job and now the music is poppin'

I knew it was the best for us

I know we can't hide it

I guess I'm for the world

'Cause I put smiles on their faces

I guess I'm for the world

I guess I'm for the world

I'm flying out back to LA

or maybe New York

So I can get over the phase

Of missing the things that we have planned just to escape

A thing called reality

So I'll stop to look for you