Sorry I'm Mad

I went to Sunday school Played by all the rules Every bible verse was branded in my brain Slut shaming sexist uniforms Catholic priest daddy says Don't take His name in vain Be a bad girl Be a liberal Be a divorcee Just don't be gay On my knees Like a little altar bitch Woke up thirty years later Full of bull shit You sold cheap little lies American as pie Now I live my life high Just to get by I'm sorry I'm mad Oh so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad Sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad My lavender years Living just for you Like you wanted me to You taught me love is pain Worthless, harlot, heretic Superficial sad girl Hiding hate with lipstick Be a housewife Give up your life God's little sacrifice I guess you won I left the suburbs With my two babies, bitch I pity your life Cuz you're stuck with it You sold cheap little lies American as pie Now I live my life high Just to get by I'm sorry I'm mad Oh so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad Sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad Sorry not sorry I get off on your misery Your husband knows about me Does it still make him angry How do you erase me Does it make you lonely When you fuck him Do you still think about me Heard from your friends I was a "college fling" It was seven years we bought a house Do you still have that ring Does it keep you up at night Was it worth all the lies When it's flashing in your face Like a white strobe light Oh, I'm sorry I'm mad Sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad Sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry oh I'm sorry I'm mad Yeahhhh I'm sorry I'm mad I'm not sorry I'm not sorry I'm not sorry And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul will take And if my lovers loved me well I pray that I won't burn in hell And if my daddy loves me so I pray that he will see my soul And if my mommy loves me good I love myself I pray I should