I used to shut my door, but my mother screamed in the kitchen

I turn the music up, get high and try not to listen

My brother gone, I feel alone, so I can't help the way I'm feeling inside

My mama telling me stay strong, she always asking me what's wrong, but I'd be lying if I say I'm alright

Sometimes I feel alone, so I put feelings in my songs

Shit going wrong

Why it can't never seem to go right, she's telling me I'm feeling strong

And then you left me all alone, where it go wrong

When you supposed to be by my side, push through with silence

Holding pain cause they'll never know my struggle

If I'm by myself, I stay alone, cause I can't trust another

Know my mama pray I make it home, but I been tryna hustle

Being patient, but it's take a long, just get me out this struggle

Sometimes I be overwhelmed, my pain might come off as aggression

anxiety take over me, I hate that I be stressing

Feeling down, so I can't go to sleep, I'm dealing with depression

I can't let too many close to me, I'll push away whoever

Need somebody to ride

Looking for love, but ain't no one on my side

Ran out of trust, cause I heard so many lies

Big bro I hope you proud of me for you ima grind

Im focused I want you to see me shine

Need somebody to ride

Looking for love, but ain't no one on my side

Ran out of trust, cause I heard so many lies

Big bro I hope you proud of me for your ima grind I'm focused I want you to see me shine

My brother gone, I feel alone, so I can't help the way I'm feeling inside

My mama telling me stay strong, she always asking me what's wrong

But I be lying if I say I'm alright

Sometimes I feel alone, so I put feelings in my song

Shit going wrong, but it can't never seem to go right

You telling me you're feeling strong, and then you left me all alone

Where it go wrong, when you supposed to be by my side

Pushed through with silence, holding pain cus they'll

Never know my struggles

Rock by myself, I stay alone, cause I can't trust another

Know my mama pray I make it home

But I been tryna hustle, being patient

But it's take a long, just get me out this struggle

Sometimes I'll be overwhelmed, my pain might come off as depressing

Anxiety take over me

I hate that I be stressing

Feeling down, so I can't go to sleep

I'm dealing with depression

I can't have anything close to me

I'll push away whoever

Need somebody to ride

Looking for love but ain't no one on my side

Ran out trust, cause I heard so many lies

Big bro I hope you proud of me, for you I'm a Grind

When I'm focused I want you to see me shine

Need somebody to ride

Looking for love but ain't no one on my side

Ran out of trust, cause I heard so many lies

Big bro I hope you proud of me, for you I'm grind

I'm focused I want you to see me shine

Im focused I want you to see me shine