what do i do now

Wish i could say that i feel stupid, but i don't Cause honestly a part of me's still holding on to hope You ticked too many boxes I've read too many books To think it's not exactly as perfect as it all looks And it's been a minute i've been holding on but you're already gone So what do I do now? Cause i finally found what i searched for i finally had you How am i supposed to let you go? No, i just don't know how You can fit perfectly And still think you're not meant for me I get the part where i get let down But what do i do now? If i told you how i feel, you'd probably feel worse You always tried your best to keep my heart From getting hurt I'm trying to do the same thing you never need to know That my heart broke to pieces when we said We're letting go And it's been a minute I'm still holding on But you're already gone So what do i do now Cause I finally found what i searched for i finally had you How am i supposed to let you go? No i just don't know how You can fit perfectly But still think you're not meant for me I get the part where i get let down But what do i do now? With all of the feelings And all of the pain And all of the words that I chose not to say I'm trying to hate you But i don't know how So what do i do now Cause i finally found what i searched for i finally had you How am i supposed to let it go? I just don't know how You can fit perfectly And still think you're not meant for me I get the part where i get let down But what do i do now? What do I do now? What do I do now? You can fit perfectly And still think you're not meant for me I get the part where i get let down But what do i do now?