Putting my life on the line for this shit

For real

This is real shit bro like

This ain’t no shit that you can buy, ****

**** I ain’t tryna buy no muthafuckin friends

I’ll pay for a bitch to leave right nah

****

Fuck em ion need em that’s my ego talkin

I know they lyin, don’t believe em

That’s my ego talking

My ego ain’t to blame, she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause I’m numb to my feelings

Fuck em you don’t need em, that’s my ego talking

Stop showing love when you see em, that’s my ego talking

But my ego ain't to blame she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause she’s not my other feelings

Look, I know I’m not that easy to love

I come of mean when I be needing a hug

It’s hard to say sometimes, my pride be like "you needin a what? go grab that bottle you just need a new cup" and I go do it

Ion listen to myself, lately I been feeling like I been somebody else

Sometimes I go through shit that I can’t get through by myself

My ego get to trippin says "you need somebody help?

Remember last time when you ain’t keep it to yourself"

Thought I was fightin demons it be me against myself

Givin things to people I be needin for myself

I’m just speakin for myself

My ego call the shots, I don’t be thinkin for myself

Always tryna see the good in people

Bad girl, good intentions, when I should be evil

Ego think she make it equal

Fuck em ion need em that’s my ego talkin

I know they lyin don’t believe em

That’s my ego talking

My ego ain’t to blame, she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause I’m numb to my feelings

Fuck em you don’t need em, that’s my ego talkin

Stop showing love when you see em, that’s my ego talkin

But my ego ain't to blame she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause she not my other feelings

I done put my blood sweat and tears in this shit

This ain’t no overnight I got years in this shit

I’m still in my own lane but the gears bein switched

I’m no peers pressure shit

Seen death so many times, it could put fear in any bitch but I’m not normal

Since birth my life been different

I seen a lot of colors since I start keepin my distance

My last relationship put me through things I never visioned

Now conscious tellin me "I tried to save you, you ain’t listen"

Now listen I ain’t bitter though

Ain’t really love myself but love that **** though

I showed a lot so imagine what I didn’t post

Was tryna help too many people that had different goals

This my ego, you got better shit to focus on

The way these **** think this coming from the dope they on

My ego talk before I see what’s really going on

Fuck em ion need em that’s my ego talkin

I know they lyin don’t believe em

That’s my ego talkin

My ego ain’t to blame, she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause I’m numb to my feelings

Fuck em you don’t need em, that’s my ego talkin

Stop showing love when you see em, that’s my ego talkin

But my ego ain't to blame, she protect me from my feelings

My ego pick emotions cause she not my other feelings

Fuck em you don need em

Fuck em ion need em

But my ego ain’t to blame

Cause she not my other feelins