Wad

Patiently I fold

myself up again, to show the part that’s whole

time I still believed

I was both inside and outside of this dream

my face is a wad of paper

desperately trying to

expose the part that’s best for you

but the middle part is filling up

with new things that I’m not proud of

You left your mark and now you’re through

I’ll Push you to the middle too

many worries to count

The same ones pull me in push me back out

of faith in myself

that I’ll act on what I know not what I felt

What I’m feeling now that you’re

desperately trying to

show the side that’s best on you

but the middle now is filling up

with new things that you’re not proud of

I left a mark and now I’m through

Will you push me to the middle too