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Freak
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Singer/Songwriter
Freak was released on September 18, 2023 by Second Mouth Records as a part of the album Judesongs
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Release DateSeptember 18, 2023
LabelSecond Mouth Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jude E. Gediman
Jude E. Gediman
Songwriter

Lyrics

I am a stupid fucking idiot
I never get it right
I always want the absolute worst thing
At the absolute wrong time
He isn't pretty or intelligent in the ways that I would like
And still I write
I'm such a stupid fucking idiot
At least now it's understood
I can't expect quoting Radiohead
To lead me somewhere good
I got so awful and pretentious
Barely recognized myself
We both could tell
I'm such a
Daydreamer in the afternoon light
Falling freely into something so nice
I wish I had been better prepared
And not the stupid fucking freak that I am
I'm really starting to surprise myself
With what I can withstand
I fill my mornings with my maybes and my
"On the other hands"
I always wanted something beautiful
And figured this was it
But it's chickenshit
I am a stupid idiot and
I do idiotic things like
Chasing down some sorry awkward kid
And staring at his rings
I've gotta grow another backbone
Say this won't happen again
But then again
I'm such a
Daydreamer in the afternoon light
Falling freely into something so nice
I wish I had been better prepared
And not the stupid fucking freak that I am
I'm waiting on what hasn't begun
Spin stories just cause spinning is fun
And until I'm less pathetic and scared
Until I stop perceiving things that aren't there
Until I come back better prepared
I'll be the stupid fucking freak that I am
Written by: Jude E. Gediman
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