I love to stay inside my head, where it's safe

Do you remember when we went outside, even if it rained

Get home with dirty clothes, full of hope and an open vein

Heat up some leftover soup in the broken microwave

Those were the days, before we began to act up

To impress some people who in the end just fuck our life's up

Please don't intervene and let me fuck it up myself

Pass the bottle I gotta get to the point where I don't know how I felt

The stories untold cause nobody seems to care

But when I unfold everybody starts so stare

It's unfair and barely even rarely mad

There I go back to my cave where I dare

To compare myself only to my evilist spirits

And learn from my own mistakes like a lose earring

I'm fearing to not be succeeding

I'm doubting myself even tho I stopped at competing

It's crazy, time flies even when I get high

On the cheapest weed somebody sold me for a dime

When I try to record at night standin in front of the mic

Feelin like I couldn't get hurt inside

Oh well, I can you see again tonight we fall we die we laugh we rise

Until we fall again and start it all over again this life is fucked up but at least we fucked it up together

That's why I love to stay inside my head where its safe

Do you remember when I told you that's it not a game

Was just ashamed of the game that I've been playing

I heard people saying that this shit drives you insane, yeah

They were right man

But I was blind man

That's why I made eye contact with the lies man

Holding back the tears makes me see the world blurry

So please tell me why the blurriness turns me into a wise man

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you don't worry you will see the world, yeah

Sick feels, creeped but not healed

Appealed to my pears they left me a shield

First on the field acknowledged, revealed

Peeled of of my fears they're packed shipped and sealed

Like the tears I been holding back at least for solid 20 years

They've always been here but blurred out vision make my life unclear

You could say I'm blinded so I live my life through my ears

Purpose, find it, is it real is it fear

I'm a creature underwater

Pressure rising sinking lower

Buy a feature beats sell like water

Cash flow rising thinking to grow 'em

My head is empty but my battery is full

This song is made of quotes and my poetry is dull

You could there's plenty of things I understood

Just gotta write these notes down, and get the world shook

But I like to stay inside my head where it's safe

Life is just a maze running through my face

These kicks and snares helped me through my worst phases

Where would I be without the love and hate from myself

I see the mountain peaks they correlate to my existence

Can I touch the stars if I go up there will it be different

I'm so sorry for ignoring that's not in my interest

But when it gets blurry you just gotta sit right there and listen

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you worry you will see the world blurry

If you don't worry you will see the world, yeah

Don't stop now

And I told you you just get one try.