Not Tonight

I ain't been sleeping good I feel like the world is On my shoulders And I wanna drink away My anxiety I feel broke cause Moneys been tight And these Four walls feel like I'm in a prison I wish I'd open my Eyes and let my ears not listen I've gained more weight than I usually do I ain't even talked to myself I miss my grandad when I get like this I ain't even watched the Braves I guess these scars will heal with time But not tonight Instead of taking the reigns I just take the blame My own dog thinks I work 3rd shift Long cut calms my nerves But I gotta quit And I only wanna Hear sad songs I've gained more weight than I usually do I ain't even talked to myself I miss my grandad when I get like this I ain't even watched the Braves I guess these scars will heal with time But not tonight Not tonight My wife asked me if I still loved her Said she thought I was a stranger I've gained more weight than I usually do I ain't even talked to myself I miss my grandad when I get like this I ain't even watched the Braves I guess these scars will heal with time But not tonight Not tonight