Suicidal Thoughts up on my head & I can’t get ‘em bout

Get my people out the trenches got to figure out

Like how a n***a like me gone survive I took a different route

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now (Uh uh uh uh)

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now (Uh uh uh uh)

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now

I can’t forget the times when we ain’t eat

I can’t forget the times me & the guys was out for weeks Shootouts it was blood all on my sneakers

The day I lost my brother swear to god I seen the reaper

Got get back & ain’t regret a thing cause I’m my brothers keeper

Hopped up in that water damn near drowned cause this time it was deeper People love me everywhere I go I hear me on they speakers

They ain’t know me fast forward to now they watch me from the bleachers I do drugs cause I’m a tweaker

Suicidal Thoughts up on my head & I can’t get ‘em bout

Get my people out the trenches got to figure out

Like how a n***a like me gone survive I took a different route

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now (Uh uh uh uh)

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now (Uh uh uh uh)

Stop all the complaining Stand On Businesses cause I’m bigger now Smoke my pain away so I take drugs to get high

Been through rainy days but I’m a thug so I don’t cry

Plenty times when n***as they ain’t show me love & they ain’t try

& I don’t question god I think about my cousin wonder why I get mad & want to slide

It’s so crazy I ain’t even get to tell his a** goodbye

& momma know I miss her I get sad & look up in the sky I’m so tired of going to funerals ain’t no more suit & tie Everything I ever went through you can see it in my eyes