Tidal Wave

I said goodbye to you

In the forest of change

Felt like poetry

The kind you'd find on a bathroom mirror

Nevertheless

I've been testing the pH

Of our chemistry

Should I call you up to get a clearer reading

Nah

I'm just spiraling out now

I'm sprinting the marathon

Illumination

I guess I'm gaining experience

Freeze now I realize you're in my dreams

And I'm paralyzed

I feel like the floodgates

Holdin' back the tidal wave

Of love I've been meaning to give

Are you okay? Could you handle me now

Or do you wanna run away

Find another life to live

I will let you move on if it's what you really want

But why rush

Ooh-ohh

Could it be an emotional form of archaeology

The way I stare up at the bedroom ceiling

Obviously things could be worse

We stayed friends at least

I'm getting good vibes and a couple good lyrics

Yeah I'm tryna figure it out now

I forget all the formulas

Hallucination

I entertain the coincidence

Freeze do you realize you're in my dreams

And I'm paralyzed

I feel like the floodgates

Holdin' back the tidal wave

Of love I've been meaning to give

Are you okay? Could you handle me now

Or do you wanna run away

Find another life to live

I will let you move on if it's what you really want

But why rush

Ooh-ohh

I guess I'm not doing a very good job of getting over you

I'm not doing a very good job of getting over you

Can you tell I'm not doing a very good job of getting over you

Apparently I'm not doing a very good job of getting over you

So I'll open the floodgates

I'll unleash the tidal wave of love I've been keeping from you

Are we okay can we handle it now

Or are we gonna fade away

What if I don't want us to

I will let you move on if it's what you really want

But I must say I've grown

I've grown and I've changed

And I'm still changing

I am the surfer

Who rides upon the tidal wave

Of love I've been

Keeping from you

I am okay I can handle it now

I'm not gonna run away

Unless I'm running with you

I will let you move on

But may I follow along for now

As a friend

Or whatever you wish baby

From now til the end

Whenever that may be