What You'll Never Say

Don't you have work in the morning I know you're always up at night But it's way to late for this conversation The endless cycle's leaving me tired I don't think you know what you're doing You treat me like I'm here just to waste your time Like a game you show up then you're gone Just leading me on so I can't heal right I stopped texting to ask how you are For one word answers if you even respond You're still making me wait for words you'll never say I know you'll never say I'm sorry, for holding your hand when I knew it was over, didn't give you the closure I'm sorry, for two months of silence You didn't deserve empty promises And I'm sorry, I threw away all The time that we spent, I said We should stay friends, never called you again I was too scared to say I made a mistake I wish I had stayed But that's what you'll never say Do you have someone to hold you Has somebody else already filled my roll Is there someone new you can talk but not listen to Then leave when that gets old This doesn't feel any better It still hurts like when you left But the more I think about how you let me down It feels like it's for the best I stopped texting to ask how you are For one word answers if you even respond I don't want to wait for what you'll never say I know you'll never say I'm sorry, for holding your hand when I knew it was over, didn't give you the closure I'm sorry, for breaking you heart When I always promised I wouldn't And I'm sorry I threw away Eight months of talking You gave me your trust and I know that's not easy for you Took for granted the things that you gave, I wish I had stayed But that's what you'll never say (That's what you'll never say)