One Winged Airplane

Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up Even though I keep on fallin' It's just me and myself and these 88 keys All confused and alone 'cause my ADHD Makes me ghost people like I don't wanna help It's difficult enough to keep a promise to myself I done used every trick and every tool that's in the book I done bit every hand, I done ruined every look If it was you, you would've quit, if it was you, you would be shook Lucky me, I can't remember how stupid that I look See, my train of thought is more like a airplane Spinnin' in a circle 'cause it only has one wing I wish you were missed But if you're not in front of me, I forget you exist Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up Even though I keep on fallin' It's just me and my own distorted mind frame All enraged and distressed 'cause my borderline brain Makes me hate people like I just wanna fight But, really, I'm afraid there's nothing certain in my life I convinced everyone that there's no one that I need But, really, I'm preparing for the moment that they leave So I tell 'em they should go, leave me 'lone and let me be Say I want space when it's closeness I need See, my train of thought is more like a airplane Spinnin' in a circle 'cause it only has one wing I wish you were missed But if you're not in front of me, I forget you exist Even though I keep on fallin', I just pick myself back up I just keep puttin' my all in, even though it's not enough I've lost so much already, so what? I'm not afraid to show up Even though I keep on fallin' I'm my one winged airplane I'm my one winged airplane I'm my one winged airplane