At night is when my soul feels heavy, heavy
And I can't feel my pulse underneath my own bones
You're worried that you won't make it
And your music won't matter in the end, oh, it's soul breaking
Tried to wish away the old me, old me
Forget the people who would hold me, hold me
Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time
And I don't know what to do, don't know what to do
I've been stuck in this half life, full time
And I don't know what to do, don't know what to do
At night is when my heart races
Oh, you get under my skin
I'm breathing in thunder, my hands are on fire
I, I might burn my bedroom down
So I don't play with matches
I sabotage attachments, yeah
I got my own reasons
I'm in my own way, way, yeah
Tried to wish away the old me, old me
Forget the people who would hold me, hold me
Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time
And I don't know what to do, don't know what to do
I've been stuck in this half life, full time
And I don't know what to do, don't know what to do
