Hatred is not in my blood

Hatred is not in my blood

On this boat, we're drowning

On this boat, drowning

On your boat, we were best friends

Arguable best friends

All of a sudden now I can't hear you

All of a sudden the water came in and swept everything away and left no residue

Trapped under the surface, you just keep on trying to tread through

Screaming for my help but I can't help you while you're drowning

Watching in silence, I see all the blues you keep on downing

Watching currents pull you down, I can't do nothing about it

Tears start streaming down my face like the ocean where you're-

I shouldn't ever have to watch you struggle

This should've never led to your final hour

Swallow pills with water that you left on the counter

Now you sit in the shower

Running water just to feel

Just a reminder that this episode is real

This isn't screen written you did this all to yourself

And now you're drowning, I can't swim so I can't help

Hatred is not in my blood

Hatred is not in my blood

On this boat, we were best friends

Off of this boat, you were drowning

On this boat, we were best friends

Now you're gone, you were my best friend

Down below

I hope you float back up

I can't live with myself because I let you go and suffocate

Let you suffocate

Let you suffocate

Let you suffocate

I let you suffocate

Hatred is not in my blood