Out of Bounds

How do I learn to sleep at night When everytime I close my eyes It feels like im just wasting time How do I learn to believe in me Playing to a dozen empty seats Im not the man I promised I would be I never meant to make you feel betrayed I was just doin what's best for me I pulled you in just to push you away You probably don't care what I have to say But if we don't talk by the end of the day I've sent 100 voicemails begging you babe All I ask is you to hear me out Im not gonna track you down If space is what your needing now I'll be waiting for you out of bounds As long as you come back around I know you've probably got your doubts I promise not to let you down again This can't be how our story ends These labels couldn't know what Id invest Traded a lover just to find success But is it worth if there's no-one left I ask myself what am Im I doing here Ive been wanting this for 13 years Yet I haven't gotten anywhere So know that I Never meant to make you feel betrayed I was just doin what's best for me I pulled you in just to push you away You probably don't care what I have to say But if we don't talk by the end of the day I've sent 100 voicemails begging you babe All I ask is you to hear me out Im not gonna track you down If space is what your needing now I'll be waiting for you out of bounds As long as you come back around I know you've probably got your doubts I promise not to let you down again This can't be how our story ends