Love Is War

Yeah It's hard to imagine wanting anything other than this But you know I never truly am satisfied But now I'm more grateful though Fasho Yeah What a time to be alive At one point I would've traded mine Probably to someone who would pay for mine Cause I ain't have a taste for mine Looking at the life box score Got me thinking that I'm way behind Car, clothes, hoes, money and jewelry But truly I'm the one dropping gems in its purity Niggas talking loud just showing their insecurities I was sick of me and really it wasn't no curing me Vacant residential lots It clear it wasn't no love at home Looked inside the mirror And saw that the love was gone Right around the time they said they love the songs Worst time to value opinions when they above your own Identify what's wrong and needs fixings So I'm focused on the short term like Nixon Stuck between loving what I have and hating the fact that somethings missing I'm seeing improvement in the distance Fighting for the love I seek At war for the sake of me Fighting the feeling I see the love in the distance I owe myself the commitment It's not far out of reach Wouldn't trade this version of me Fighting Life's a war Now I go to battle for me Fighting for the life I want And ironically peace The small things never appeared to have this much magnitude Or maybe that was me too focused on them To show myself gratitude Self love cutting through the wind like an attitude My mood was dictated by uncontrollable factors too Uphill climb Like my life was a ladder too Got me off track Fed into the distractions too My time hold value They budgeting when they speak to me A long way from when my opinion had meant the least to me Too close to hitting all the goals that I had set to reach Chasing the impossible Used my feet to get these feats Let me Introduce you to this version of me I'm glad you got to meet The highest level of greatness Don't exceed my reach True love doesn't show til it's at its peak Fighting for the love I seek At war for the sake of me Fighting the feeling I see the love in the distance I owe myself the commitment It's not far out of reach Wouldn't trade this version of me Fighting Fighting for the love I seek At war for the sake of me Fighting the feeling I see the love in the distance I owe myself the commitment It's not far out of reach Wouldn't trade this version of me Fighting