Veins! Veins!! Veins!!!

Though we barely survived

I never felt more alive

I feel ashamed of where I've been

Oh, to be a motherless child

Oh, be still, my heart

Your weaknesses, they vacation in my dreams

And when I'm not sure if you'll haunt me in my sleep

I'll know you're there

Coursing through my veins, yeah

Veins, yeah

Try to starve the devil inside

Predisposition is I should've known better

We burn out dull just out of spite

The family crest is our, our medication

And this bitter pill I've swallowed down

Is greeted by a poisonous smile, a calcified heart

A cancerous gut, the appetite to give up

And your weaknesses, they vacation in my veins

And if I'm not sure if I'll see you in my dreams

I'll stay up all night on the floor

Taking pills to keep me warm

Until I'm not sure I exist anymore

But that's just fine, it's who I am

I appreciate my pain, 'cause I never had a choice

And it was you

Or nothing can hurt me like I hurt myself