Overthinking

Someone said 'no one wants to look a fool' Oh I'm that self-deprecating dismissive kind Blur my eyes It might be nothing avoiding falls But I'm working hard Fingers crossed all my life And you wouldn't know You know I think I'm not like you I'm not insane, but all the same there's a reason Letting you down was the worst I ever felt Still carry on Still got hope for naive dreams I grew cold Life felt mean And it let me drown Drown Drown Drown Blur my eyes It might be nothing avoiding falls But I'm working hard Fingers crossed all my life