You know you're allowed to go missing, you know

As long as you check in,

I mean, we built a bound, that's untouchable

I really value you that

There's more to life than worry about you, understand that

Doesn't mean I don't need you

I need you

I'll break off barriers to see you, let's meet too

New license came in, so I drive now

You bought an hour from my way, pay more to be the cost, be the boss

Or the usual, try to be the standard for you

But as usual, I'm working way too hard

Need to find time for you, did I take too far

Text you back too soon

I should call more

I'm sorry about that

Yeah

Just saw you on Insta live with a ****

What's that

Contradicted myself, I mean your story is

With me so how else am I supposed to feel, you know

You just called me, I'm sorry about that, psh, fuck

You just called me, I'm sorry about that

It's been a months since I seen you

Sometimes I forget your voice

Did you get those tats removed

I know what they mean to you

You were so young when you made the choice

Healthy habits break healthy relations

I try to avoid all your stories, but who I'm saving

Me

Rose wilt with all my dignity

I try to understand in what you had

And what you seen in me

This is that type of shit I'm talking about, like, I don't understand you, bruh

I should call more, I'm sorry about that I said I should call more, I'm sorry about

I saw you at my job not too long ago

I love it when your hair curly, feelings overflow

I mean

I ain't know that I could see you like that

I heard you ain't been well ever since I left, damn

That's the shit that made me feel guilty

You act like you don't care, but really that's the trauma speaking

I wear my heart on my sleeve, it's the thoughts

That deceive, pour it all in the sheets, fuck

Your friends called me on some we shit

Like

We should work it out

Apparently I'm more to you than you ever let out

I know the pussy good, the reason why I

Know you're route

And that's why

You still gon' throw that ass for me

And as for me I choose music over anatomy

Pardon me, I ain't really been vulnerable, on the beat

I should call more, I know, but I don't know what state you in

I'm in my city on my back, you see, it's tragedy

That I would never know what's happening

You're bad for me

Touch me down like a varsity

Running back till I receive what is far from me, uh-huh

And I feel like myself when I don't hear you cry

Farsighted, I can't see why you in my life

You still love me forever, right

To me, I'm telling a story for you, I'm writing your closure, goodbye