The Truth Is

I wish I could tell you I hate you And forget the memories we made too Drunk in city cabs Play fighting in tiny hotel rooms How do I take back Every I love you Cause the truth is I'm still here tending to bruises And shutting down thoughts of what you did But parting hasn't erased the pain The bloods gone but my scars remain I reached out asked how You're dealing with life Ripped me apart When you said more than fine Maybe i'm selfish But i still don't sleep much at night I guess i was hoping You'd say i still cross your mind And the truth is The villain's not the one who loses Cause you found somebody new who will Put up with all the shit that i couldn't Accepts you and the lies that I wouldn't Cause you looked for edges In the circles of us but Being non compatible doesn't mean I'm not enough Done with leaving things unspoken You think you did nothing wrong I forgave you so willingly When i should've moved on I'm the fool for never learning To be careful with trust Can't own up to what you are Or admit that you're corrupt I was blind To what u were hiding So lie to yourself And deny it Same way you did When I asked bout That night in the bar Cause the truth is Im so damn tired of your excuses Making me feel like I'm deluded Parting hasn't erased the pain Bloods gone but my scars remain To be honest Couldn't leave I was held hostage All that's left now is this carnage The Bloods gone but my scars remain Yeah you're gone but my scars remain