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Wavering
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Rock
Wavering was released on January 1, 2018 by Rise Records as a part of the album Where I Go When I Am Sleeping
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Release DateJanuary 1, 2018
LabelRise Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM171

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Casey
Casey
Performer
Thomas Weaver
Thomas Weaver
Vocals
Liam Torrance
Liam Torrance
Electric Guitar
Toby Evans
Toby Evans
Electric Guitar
Maximilian Nicolai
Maximilian Nicolai
Drums
Thomas Weaver
Thomas Weaver
Lead Vocals
Adam Smith
Adam Smith
Bass Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Thomas Weaver
Thomas Weaver
Composer
Liam Torrance
Liam Torrance
Composer
Toby Evans
Toby Evans
Composer
Maximilian Nicolai
Maximilian Nicolai
Composer
Thomas Weaver
Thomas Weaver
Songwriter
Adam Smith
Adam Smith
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Thomas Weaver
Thomas Weaver
Producer
Liam Torrance
Liam Torrance
Producer
Toby Evans
Toby Evans
Producer
Maximilian Nicolai
Maximilian Nicolai
Producer
Adam Smith
Adam Smith
Producer

Lyrics

I've let melancholy permeate my epidermis
It resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night
Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates
It swings from grief that suffocates
To brevity my voice can't shake
I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak
I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent
But it took a long time to be honest with myself
About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health
Oh, how it pains me to admit it
I'm far from self-sufficient
My independence stolen
By persistent mental illness
Please don't mistake my silence for ignorance
I'm trying to be better at this
But I'm sick and tired of self-abusing
And making excuses for why
I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me
I'm reminded daily that my depression can't be justified
But I can't seem to quieten down my mind
I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help
But it's either that, or face the fact I may end up killing myself
I can't tell if I'm a coward for being scared to leave
Or if I'm brave for staying when I'm riddled with worry
So this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time
I'm sorry if you're not around to read this
I swear that I tried
Written by: Adam Smith, Liam Torrance, Maximilian Nicolai, Thomas Weaver, Toby Evans
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