When I Want To

When I want to I can touch the moon

Pull it’s lighting from a room

When I want to Ican change my mind

I think about it all the time

When I want to I can lose control

You won’t see it but I’ll know

When I want to Ihold it together

Smile nod never better

I work as hard as I can like it could mean something

Tell myself that that’s who I am

What do you do when you don’t want to anymore

I ask myself if this is living than what am I living for

I am nothing if not on the run

Jack of all, master of none

Never slow down, never grow old

Somebody else can rule the world

If I had to could I move in stride

Take a breath and let it ride

Content to see the ocean for the shore

Never leaving, never more

I work as hard as I can like it could mean something

Tell myself that that’s who I am but I feel nothing

What do you want to shed these days?

What do you do when you don’t want to anymore

I ask myself if this is living than what am I living for

I keep on moving looking for some kind of source

But I don’t want to anymore