Crying Over You

It's the start of the end Didn't know if I would make it After four months horizontal in my bed I went back, I went forth I went over every second But at some point gotta give my head a rest Riding in the back Going way too fast Wishing I was still yours, but I cried all the tears I could need for years I just wanna feel something normal I'm gon' make a mess tonight Dance until I can't see right Might be broken-hearted but I Sure won't let that stop me when I Make out with some dumb ass guy And block your number one last time Might be fucking miserable but I'm not crying over you tonight Might be fucking miserable but I'm not crying over you tonight And it's weird that I'm in a room of people And for once I'm not just searching for your head Kicking off my shoes Climbing on the roof Wishing we were on yours but Thinking 'bout the past Doesn't bring you back I just wanna feel something normal I'm gon' make a mess tonight Dance until I can't see right Might be broken-hearted but I Sure won't let that stop me when I Make out with some dumb ass guy And block your number one last time Might be fucking miserable but I'm not crying over you tonight I'm not crying over you On no one's shoulder Just for once this time I'm not crying over you tonight I'm not crying over you Tonight I know It might take a year to say I'm alright But I'm not crying over you tonight It's the end Didn't know if I would make it After four months horizontal in my bed