It don't feel like progress
To go back
Back the way i came
Never ending process
Letting go of pain
Always seem to offset
Any semblance of a gain
Just haven't been caught yet
Sabotaging my own change
I'm busy pulling focus on all the little things
I conflate the present with my tired, tired memories
I'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed
Fail to pull the trigger
I won't grow bigger
Than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare
Try another day
Breathing out and breathing in
I start to count til i feel like me again
Only one way out and it's deep within
I'm filled with doubt and i can't keep it in
Some days i am swallowed by the grey
I am hollowed by the weight
I am followed by the rain
Some days i am faltering for strength
Feel like forfeiting the game
Will it always be the same?
I'm busy pulling focus on all the little things
I conflate the present with my tired, tired memories
I'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed
Fail to pull the trigger
I won't grow bigger
Than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare
Try another day
One way out and it's deep within
