Happy Again

I was twelve years old first time we got introduced And my bedroom was just painted red and blue We stayed there for hours We danced and we shouted to our song Yeah, we promised that we'd always stay forever young Said we'd be the ones who never fall out of love You were my first taste of having a safe place to call my own But the older I got, I forgot who I am without you Yeah, I don't have a clue I'm tired, but no one can tell Been smiling so hard that I've worn out my health 'Cause I reached out for heaven but crashed into hell I fell so hard for you that I fell out of love with myself Don't call it the end We will talk when I'm happy again Don't get me wrong, you're still the only one I see But you somehow trigger all my insecurities To always put you first will push my heart to burst Like shattered glass I don't want to, but I have to set you aside 'Cause when I wake up, you're the first thing on my mind You won't be replaced But I just need some space that I've never had But the older I got, I forgot who I am without you Maybe you did too I'm tired, but no one can tell Been smiling so hard that I've worn out my health 'Cause I reached out for heaven but crashed into hell I fell so hard for you that I fell out of love with myself Don't call it the end We will talk when I'm happy again So please, try to listen and stop tryna fix it If we keep our distance, we might end up closer again