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I Hate Myself
Hip-Hop
I Hate Myself was released on October 27, 2023 by Eekay de realer as a part of the album Outcast
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AlbumOutcast
Release DateOctober 27, 2023
LabelEekay de realer
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Eekay De Realer
Eekay De Realer
Performer
Sumptuous Sxrth
Sumptuous Sxrth
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rodney Kubayi
Rodney Kubayi
Composer
Koketso Moloto
Koketso Moloto
Composer

Lyrics

(really hate myself now,
hate myself now
Really hate myself,
hate myself
Really hate myself now,
hate myself now
Really hate my, really really,
really hate myself now)
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me(You know)
I hate you, but I love you still
I hate you, you don't even feel what I feel
I hate you, cause you numb my dreams
I hate the thought that our love was real impissed
I don't even know how it feels,
my biggest dreams, became my fears
They told me that it will end in tears
I didn't even care cause
your smile was best now
I hate the fact that I hate me
Cause I love so much that it pains me
Couldn't even see
how love was tanning eyyy
Bad bad boy, Amma fake it
Cause they're gazing,
never ready,
to be angry but the lady made me,
step in a void where is raining
And I hate it, disguising that I'm crying
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me(You know)
(I hate myself yerh)
(Yerh I hate myself I hate myself)
(For loving you I hate myself)
(For believing you've changed)
(I hate myself yerh I hate myself yerh)
At first I thought it was you
Blamed you for everything
Till I realized that I played myself
Yerh
Yerh I played myself
I gave you every second chance
Blown everyone of them
Always thought that
we'd fix our messes
With you being the creator of
All them I didn't see any of them
Yerh Being fixed
You always treated ours like a meme
You always wanted ours to be private
Which was just a way to say secret
Yerh
But I gotta say
"Thank you though"
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me
I really hate myself for loving you
(loving you)
I really hate myself for trusting
(trusting you)
I didn't even know
that you could be so shady
I didn't even know
that you'll ever heartbreak me(You know)
(Ashu ngwano)
Written by: Koketso Moloto, Rodney Kubayi
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