I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry

Would you cry

Would you cry

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry

Would you cry

Would you cry

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life or does even need my effort

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life or does even need my effort

Sometimes it don't feel like, anything is going right in my life

I try to think in hindsight, but so many dark moments turned to highlights

Tell me do you have the, yea, tell me do you have the number to the suicide line

Always wanna speak out always wanna reach out

But its always something I just do in my mind

The walls steady cavin' in, none of this is making sense

How many pills I've taken shit, I'm shaking chills

Rock bottom 'Cause the quake has hit

Do you know how much rage I'm in

Because my days are filled with so much pain, but used to the outcome

Don't need friends been doing good without none

I know the demons in my head love they music turned loud on the nob

Could you please turn it down some

How come I'm feeling this way

Could you tell the reaper that I'm waiting for him

Got my arms crossed over lookin casket ready, pastor save me

Don't wan't to sign another affidavit

As of lately feeling like I'm mad and crazy

Wanna end it all sad to say it, maybe

I try speak different on my life

But when I open my mouth all I hear me sayin is

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life or does even need my effort

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life, or does even need my effort

Drinking all the dark in sight

Counting down the seconds on my borrowed time

Staring at this number, should I call the line

When I think of tomorrow it deepens the power and sorrow from yesterday

Get record straight, I'm still waiting on my testament

Don't want to sound like a pessimist

But its hard not to let the damn devil in yea, with all this hell I'm in

I don't know why Im like this, I just am

Will kill for the words I love you, I miss you

Then you say it, and I feel like I'm misused

Don't tell me you understand, you don't know the fucking half that I been through

Then you say I got missing screws, like there's a fucking dent in my mental

Make me want to put a dent in they dentures

And when I behave this way you just blame me and label me as insane

And saying I exaggerate ain't really fixing issue ugh

Hello, are you there

I'm screaming I really need someone to hear

This shit is just getting way too much to bare

But why would I burden you, why would you care

Don't feel like I'm part of this family

But mostly don't feel like I'm part of this planet

At any moment I could break down and panic

You say it's a safe place so I can be candid

So can speak candid I

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life or does even need my effort

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life, or does even need my effort

Tell me do you have the number

Tell me do you have the number to the suicide line

800-273-8255 Dial it

Tell me do you have the number

Tell me do you have the number to the suicide line

800-273-8255 Right

Tell me do you have the number

Tell me do you have the number to the suicide line

800-273-8255 Dial it

Tell me do you have the number

Tell me do you have the number to the suicide line

I Got it right here on speed dial, need to use it

Or simply find somebody to reach out to, to prove it use to

Wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life, or does even need my effort

I wonder if I died tomorrow, would you cry or would you even miss me ever

I try to walk a straightened line, some peace of mind but in the night the streets is pressure

You filled with sorrow, doubt, and yet somehow you wear a smile to hide the deep depression

Thinking how you fit within the world of life, or does even need my effort