Mobsters

(Every story has two sides) Perfect love story when the story began I was at my lowest, but you came and held me down Even momma was surprised cause you weren't really my type Blinded to the plus size, I fell in love with character Later we joked about this Called it a miracle Then you opened up to me Told me your past Showed me your scars Emotional trauma, plenty in you From all that drama So I lifted you up Like I was changing tires Introduced you to my world, said you got inspired No more crippling anxiety, it was just you and me And for almost a year, we were lovebirds flying free And then I got distracted I wanted something new The honeymoon was over I got really confused Started to see your flaws And then I got caught up In all our differences The first of many wars You started getting frustrated by all the things you loved about me Turned it down when I brought up couples' therapy But you left me with a hard decision (There was beauty in the madness) And I didn't know where to turn to You left me with no options So I had to let it go Now I'm feeling like a mobster Cause I stole your heart and bailed But to me it feels the same So I'm guessing we're both mobsters I'm guessing we're both mobsters I'm guessing we're both mobsters Things turned when I did a u-turn After I broke it off and then returned to ya' Worked it out but conversation turned nasty Quiet conversations would turn, and get rowdy When I said I loved you You heard I hate you You had imaginations always centered on your weaknesses New fights started over incomplete sentences You spoke so loudly when I gently asked for clarity Then we started therapy Said you liked our therapist Said you thought that he was always on my side But he never said I have no faults on my side He just pointed out some triggers that you had deep inside Introduced you to my family Treated you like family But your trauma had you treating me like I was your family The ones that didn't treat you right The ones that always tore you down Made it hard for you to see that you could be whatever you wanna be So I came in like your Nas Unstuck you from the past (God's son) Yeah, made you believe in you But it wasn't enough Even though we had that love Cause when you cussed at me I felt the urge to give you a shove Now every Drake song feel like a memory Now every Sunday like a song without no melody Now every snap feel like a photo with no coloring But I know that this pain only gon' be temporary Now every Drake song feel like a memory Now every Sunday like a song without no melody Now every snap feel like a photo with no coloring But I know that this pain only gon' be temporary But you left me with a hard decision (There was beauty in the madness) And I didn't know where to turn to You left me with no options (Oh oh) So I had to let it go (I had to) Now I'm feeling like a mobster Cause I stole your heart and bailed But to me it feels the same So I'm guessing we're both mobsters I'm guessing we're both mobsters I'm guessing we're both mobsters (Every story has two sides)