The Blessings

It is no secret, this is going nowhere Diving deeper when I need to get air Every day is the same Play my part, don't complain When I look back, I get a pain in my chest My "yes" is only a "maybe" at best Keeping up, turn the page Smile for people I hate And I wish, I wish I waited for you And I wish, I wish that I could be new In the back of my head, I am starting again But I wish, I wish that I waited for you Counting the blessings that I couldn't cash in These days, I barely believe anything Little faith, little life That I build by myself Sometimes I see you driving up the highway Wish I could be with you just for a day But instead, I'm in bed Tryna sleep off the silence I wish, I wish, I waited for you And I wish, I wish that I could be new In the back of my head, I am starting again But I wish, I wish that I waited for you And I wish, I wish, I waited for you And I wish, I wish that I could be new In the back of my head, I am starting again And I wish, and I wish that I waited for you In the back of my head, I am starting again But I wish, I wish that I waited for you