LOCKED UP, PT. 2

All this time that I spent up in here

Got me thinkin' about the things that I did

Got me thinkin' like, "Why the fuck I did that?"

Got me wishin' that I can take it all back

Fightin' with these demons, barely even eatin'

Barely even sleepin', this shit got me tweakin'

Fightin' with my lawyers for a better offer

Just wanna see my daughter, 'cause

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

They won't let me out

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

No, they won't let me out

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

Never thought I'd be caught up in these streets, yeah

Locked up, they won't let me out

No, they won't let me out

Havin' dreams about livin' my life

I've been havin' dreams about bein' outside

I've been, lil' baby girl, please don't cry, no

Please don't, no-no-no-no-no-no

Momma said, "Hold my hand, don't cry, no"

Know these **** wanna take my life, I know

Lil' baby boy, please don't die, I know

And I'm like, no-no-no-no-no-no

Tell me why, tell me how I really love these ****

Tell me why, tell me why would I trust these ****

Hearin' voices in my head sayin', "Fuck these ****"

My ****, my ****, these ain't my ****

They gon' say what they gon' say, ****, yeah, I know

They can say what they want, they don't know what I know

Ain't nothin' you can tell me 'bout this life I chose

I was facin' 47 to life

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

They won't let me out

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

No, they won't let me out

I'm locked up, they won't let me out

Never thought I'd be caught up in these streets, yeah

Locked up, they won't let me out

No, they won't let me out

I'm still tryna find that motive

Why I did what I did

I didn't wanna feel that struggle

Just wanted to hurry up and get rich

And while that money piled up

Jealous **** askin' questions, " Why not us?", yeah

And when we get caught up

Nobody wanna seem to be a rider, yeah

Everybody wanna talk the street code

But only follow when convenient for them

They quick to tell you that they ride with you, die for you

But quick to bite the hand that feeds them

I know I can't keep lovin' you

I know I can't keep trustin' you

I put my life in front of you

Tell me what I'm supposed to do

This shit get complicated, ah

My blood thought you was ride or die

I was just tryin' to change your life

But you had somethin' else in mind

Somethin' else in mind, yeah

Somethin' else in mind, yeah

I'm locked up