Beautiful Lonely

(Come on) I can't make the same mistake again I can't end up in this place again Tryna hold off on my feelings I can't act like I'm in love I can't act like you enough We can't like it ain't rough I been tryna get it right from the beginning Tryna keep my soul in tack Tryna keep from holding back Tryna write the script even though that we both knowing we been sabotaging feelings We worked on everything but healing We finally hit our peak we hit the ceiling And know that this is not what I intended Know that this is not what I envisioned This is not the way I know it should've ended (Come on) Pray pray pray Pray pray pray I know that this your first time you been through this Tell me does the sound of pain to you feel soothing We got comfortable then started cruising Until we lost but all control And started veering off the road Doing things outside our roles Can't you get lost in me like you get lost inside the music You took off from me and found a way to be a nuisance I guess your family never was a good influence But the places that we come from shouldn't make room for excuses Patience is the way to get us through this Sometimes I wish that so and so had never introduced us It's the hurt that never loosens and commitment that feels useless That's gon have us feeling foolish Pray pray pray Pray pray pray Yeah This is nothing but sum of our misfortunes Time and time again the view that's clear starts appearing as distorted After all these years you would think we'd be rewarded We had some checks to balance we decided we couldn't afford it Lesson learned tables turn You can't promise me your world and then leave me there to burn How you feel and what you do is now the least of my concerns God forbid I waste more time I gave you more than you deserved We had a goal to get established Values and our morals came to light once we showed up at the ballot Same canvas different palettes Ideas out of reach had us stretching out the fabric Pray pray pray Pray pray pray