I got a couple questions I'd like to be asking

Where you at? Where you staying I can't find relaxing

When you're absent

It's like I'm scared airless I be gasping

In control of the future but I can't fathom multitasking

And here's a pact I'd like to make you understand

This is something on my mind like it's in demand

When I watch you leave I rewind like it's on demand

I press the power down button when your hand leaves my hand

Cause you're always so far away

Always so far away

I know it's hard to be with somebody that doesn't find a peaceful night or day

Feeling pain

Running out of deep thoughts

I gave the key to my lots

Now go ahead and pause

Oooh

Oooohh

You know it's difficult for me to keep a tab on my thoughts

Every time the winter hits I find reminders of the past

I remember telling people about the looking glass

They couldn't understand the meaning of the bigger mass

Repetitive in my nature like a mass exctinction

You can't tell the difference can't find that one destinction

I'd love to hold you close cause it's not the definition

I'm sure that you're aware that I tend to see the bloody crimson

Cause you're always so far away

Always so far away

I know it's hard to be with somebody that doesn't find a peaceful night or day

Feeling pain

Running out of deep thoughts

I gave the key to my lots

Now go ahead and pause

"December 4th, 2021, a lot on my mind, a lot I haven't said but that ain't important."

"What's important is that we, stay together, we stay strong."

"And Ima just. Keep doing you."