Happy For Me

You call me up once every year And each year it's the same You tell me that you're just checking in And I have to hide my pain So I tell you how I like my job and love my family Then as if you never did me wrong You say you're happy for me You start to joke about the past How naive we were back then Your voice in the receiver tears old wounds all over again You say you're glad that I grew up That I'm not who I used to be I grit my teeth and hold my tears And you're happy for me Happy for me Happy for me I don't think you should be allowed to be happy for me 'Cause the pain you caused Makes it so hard To take you seriously When you call me up just once a year Saying you're happy for me Are you happy you don't know me Are you glad that I've moved on Does it make you smile to know you caused the pain behind this song Even though I know you mean no harm It's hard for me to see How the one who always made me sad Can be happy for me Happy for me Happy for me I don't think you should be allowed to be happy for me 'Cause the pain you caused Makes it so hard To take you seriously When you call me up just once a year Saying you're happy for me You're so happy