Judas

Whole towns praying for my redemption Mama's been begging for my repentance Everybody's on their knees Isn't anybody listening to me? I can't help the way it happened A little doubt starts a chain reaction I didn't want to speak Till I knew what had ahold of me She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas Holding her hand, making his plan to make an escape She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas But I do, and I need to walk away Funny how long it can live in you Dormant but alive That second-guessing disbelief Waiting in the corner of your mind Would you rather I left it sleeping We tip-toe around it all our lives Am I selfish if I leave now, Or am I selfish if I stay and lie? She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas Holding her hand, making his plan to make an escape She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas But I do, I do I see him in the mirror, when I'm looking at myself I hate the way he loves to beat the sense out of himself I feel him on my lips when I burn you with my kiss I hear him in my head and I feel him in my fist What am I doing? Baby, what am I doing? She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas Holding her hand, making his plan to make an escape She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas But I do, I do She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas Holding her hand, making his plan to make an escape She's looking for Jesus, don't know she got Judas Don't know she got me Don't know when I'll leave