Therapy

What if I break like I'm made of glass What if I'm so afraid of the past I have a hole in my heart It's too deep that sometimes I can't breath But it's fine cause I feel and it means I'm alive I see the bottom of this bottle My head is under the water And now my house is on fire But I'm too tired I just watch it burn You said you wish you never met me Oh, I love the way you hate me Let's check my sanity Cause everyone around me Is telling me they're proud of me Apparently They're really not a part of my reality I know the gut inside of me Is telling me to stop And I'm afraid it's a fact that What doesn't kill me makes me sad Sad, sad, sad What if I break like I'm made of glass What if I'm so afraid of the past I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright I'll survive to wake up when it's ending And I will take all this pain Down with me to my grave Rest in peace with the fact That there's no cure for what's in my mind It's kinda sad and pathetic Even my ghost will be hurting It feels exceptional not to be acceptable Trying to be conventional Killing these thoughts in my mind But on the other hand I'm choosing To lose it and it hits me different Every time I say that What doesn't kill me makes me mad Mad, mad, mad What if I break like I'm made of glass What if I'm so afraid of the past I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright I'll survive to wake up when it's ending Got two demon eyes on me While I'm struggling to be free Make me numb just like a sedative Trying to fight this disease We are standing on our knees A generation that needs therapy Got two demon eyes on me While I'm struggling to be free Make me numb just like a sedative Trying to fight this disease We are standing on our knees A generation... "Who needs therapy?" Oh... make me numb just like a sedative Trying to fight this disease We are standing on our knees A generation that needs therapy What if I break like I'm made of glass What if I'm so afraid of the past I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright I'll survive (I'll survive and I'm done with this suffering)