Take a shot so I can feel it

Talk to God, I need some healin' Can you bring me from this sinnin (yeah yeah yeah)

I'm alive but this ain't livin' If I tell you what I'm feelin Probably look at me way different(yeah , yeah, yeah)

I take a shot so I can feel it ,I feel better when I'm sippin .When I'm sober, I feel empty(yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'm tryna find the shit that's missin' Fill the void with all these women But it just leave me conflicted

They tell me I'm trippin', I know I ain't trippin

I take me a sip and get deep in my feelings

C died to the system, I'm missin' my ****

Don't trust them, ain't venting ', i know they don't get me

Tryna change as a man, did the best that I can But I'm fallin' for Jin, she abusin' my kidney

Hoes stalkin' my page, steady watchin' my twitter But swear it's a issue, lil' hoe, I don't get you

To see the fact they doubted me, that hurted

me the most. Pushing me away when I was tryna hold you close, yeah

Don't care about shit, I'm too solid

Might lose my head need nobody

Won't chase no hoe, they too toxic( yeah

yeah, yeah )

I'm proud that they doubted me, they ain't

know this shit was in me

Proud who I plan to be , need a Oscar how I'm spitting

I'm proud of my family, but they'll kill you

for a penny

(I'm the hardest you can stamp that)

Take a shot so I can feel it , Talk to God I need some healin, Can you bring me from this sinnin', yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm alive, but this ain't livin' If I tell you what I'm feelin , Probably look at me way different(yeah, yeah, yeah)

I take a shot so I can feel it , I feel better when I'm sippin , When I'm sober I feel empty( yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'm tryna find the shit that's missin' Fill the void with all these women

But it just leave me conflicted

I can't make no promise, but I promise you

If I ever hydroplane , then ill still ride for you

I know I hide my flaws, but I don't hide the truth, no

God finally give me wings, but I still fly to you

I don't trust no one ,And I don't love no one but you

I don't trust no one cause the ones i trust made me a fool

I ain't askin' for too much, but can you listen

I got scars beneath the surface that need fixin

I was tryna chase your love, you chased attention

Now I'm careful with my heart, cause that shit risky