Agoraphobia

Happiness is far away

Blacklisting the ones who got the blame

I want my heart to beat

Against the rhythm of this misery

Every time I try to close my eyes

I can feel the stitches

coming off my broken mind

Oh I've given up again, its't wrong

But at least I won't be longing for more

The dark won't let me see

I'm drowning in the sheets

Of endless sleepless nights

That make me terrify

And I can't event move my feet

Is this agoraphobia or am I scared to be alive?

I can't event count how many days I've been inside

My brain spins round in circles

While my body slowly dies

I'm not gonna risk it I'm just gonna stay inside

Is it really hard to tell?

I ain't easy to come off the shell

But this must come to an end

Lonely hours spent with my best friends

This lonely city wants to see me get away

With all the shit I've done when I was underage

It's time to leave

Promise baby you'll be soon with me

Is this agoraphobia or am I scared to be alive?

I can't event count how many days I've been inside

My brain spins round in circles

While my body slowly dies

I'm not gonna risk it I'm just gonna stay inside

The dark won't let me see

I'm drowning in the sheets

Of endless sleepless nights

That make me terrify

And I can't event move my feet

Is this agoraphobia or am I scared to be alive?

I can't event count how many days I've been inside

My brain spins round in circles

While my body slowly dies

I'm not gonna risk it I'm just gonna stay inside