Stay Alive

Got a hole in my heart that I tried to fill With the money and the girls and the molly pill I called my mom up yesterday Nothing's really wrong, but I'm not okay And it rushes in, the memories The sad thoughts, and everything I look around and suddenly I almost fade away Singin' cross my heart, I don't hope to die 2018, almost lost my mind Tell my mother that I'll be fine Doing my best to stay alive, 'live, alive, alive Yeah, yeah I put a smile on, but I'm not okay People start to worry when I sleep for days I'm dressed to kill, but I'm dyin' inside When I was a little boy, I dreamed of this life Now I'm all grown up, got kids of my own Try to show them love that I did not know My father was an addict and so am I Doin' everything just to stay alive It rushes in, the medicine The chemicals, and imbalances I look around and suddenly I threw them all away Singin' cross my heart, I don't hope to die 2018, almost lost my life Tell my brother that I'll be fine Doin' my best to stay alive, alive (stay alive), alive Doin' my best to stay alive, alive (stay alive), alive Doin' my best to stay alive Cross my heart- Tell my mother- Doin' my best to stay a- 2018, almost lost my life Doin' my best- Doin' my best to stay alive